oh i'm going to BENEFIT PRIVATE SALE LATER! so excited! can't wait to end work lor! hahah. shall be back with my loots if i manage to grab anything left? =)

OKAYS, I HAVE BEEN HAVE ALOT OF WEIRD BAD DREAMS LATELY AND IT'S CAUSING ME TO LOSE MY PRECIOUS SLEEP. AND I DONT REMEMBER THEM AFTER I OFFICIALLY WAKE UP. ALSO, I'VE BEEN LOSING SLEEP SO MUCH LATELY THAT IT'S GIVING ME BREAKOUTS. AND WORST OF ALL IS THAT ONCE I'M ABLE TO FALL ASLEEP, NEXT MOMENT I'M AWAKEN BY THE BAD DREAMS AND IN SWEATS! =(

LUCKILY I HAVE BF BESIDE ME LAST NIGHT WHICH MADE IT BETTER EVEN WITH THE WAKING UP FROM A BAD DREAM. WHICH MAKES ME FEEL ALOT BETTER. AND I MEAN ALOT ALOT BETTER. WELL, AT LEAST I DIDNT HAVE TO FACE THE BAD DREAM ALONE THOUGH I DONT REMEMBER IT.

I LOVE WATERMELON. =D

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Running a fever yet I can't sleep :( time to get back to my panadol days

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And I'm sorry

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I'm really tired. And sometimes I don't know what I want or need anymore. I just wanna sleep but I can't. There's so many things that are running through my mind but I can't figure what. I need to find my directions but I don't know how. I'm totally lost but I don't know who to look for right now.

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And oh I'm blogging on the train and it's so damn jerky that I feel like puking now. Such horrid driver!

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My exams are officially over and all I wish for is to at least pass all the papers since i really screw up this time. Now I really don't wanna think bout how bad my results can be already since I know that I wouldn't score for most of the papers. So its time to work hard and earn more and save more so that I wouldn't have to work my ass off during school days and still have time to study.

On the other hand I really wish that I was rich so that I can go for summer studies at lse. But all these are not possible since I don't even have enough for my fees. Now I just hope I'll strike 4d so that I don't have to worry bout financial issues that I might face throughout the whole study period and also have enough to spend.

Okays I was supposed to work today but I wasn't able to fall asleep at all. Yes I bet I screw up my body clock during the mugging period.

Time to go. Shall be back again.

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I need bigger brain!can anyone donate some to me?! Arghhhhhh!